Before joining the Army, I was loving life. Never thought about "being dead would feel so much better than living this life". Even though my life is not as bad as others may have, being selfish or not, I just want to die.

Now, I have an eating disorder. Why? Because the army makes you be a certain body fat % even if you are not fat. So, in my case, I wasn't fat, but failed body fat because the measurement they use is neck X waist plus some formula they do. Anyways, I've been "dieting" my entire 3 years of being active duty. Now, I am bullimic, but do not throw up. Instead, take laxitives/excessive exercise.

You may say, "why don't you just stop?" It isn't that easy. Have you ever felt like you had control of something but ended up not having control at all? That's exactly what it feels like. Someone/something else fucking your face with food.

Yep.

My life.

Or you could eat healthily, work out every single day like me, and have no problem with that? Lol.

That's what you get for joining an evil and oppressive military force that murders over opium.

Body fat % = Your percentage of body fat, learn to lose fat off the place it is failing you.

This post was edited by AntiCrash on Jul 24 2011 09:56pm

gotta try to overcome that shit bro

You are a stupid cunt.

have you ever ran 6 miles a day/seven days a week, on top of that 1 hour weight training, but still fail at life?

didn't think so.. sorry



Fail, doesn't work like that. Neck % = too small.

So you say, build up the neck muscles. Nope, tried everything.

Life is a failure.

/wrists.

Sorry for being selfish guys, but I'm out.

Tried the whole God thing, didn't work. Don't think it ever will, for if it does, God has failed me too.

Peace.

Go see a damn therapist, cause odds are you'll get troll advice from GC.

Seriously.

guess you may as well kill yourself quitter

edit: sorry to harsh.
dont kill yourself i changed my mind

This post was edited by minilic on Jul 24 2011 10:01pm