Quote (rawwwrr @ Jun 13 2016 02:53pm)
her loss
This.
Holy shit though, I can't imagine how difficult this is to deal with. OP, please take a few days to be sad all you want, but then pull your ass together and start focusing on what you have in life. Everything goes on, including work, family, friends, hobbies. If she decided to dump you after this much time, there must have been a deep rooted issue that she thought can't be fixed anymore. You need someone you're more compatible with, that's all.
Also please don't get drunk.