Quote (BastardOfWinterfell @ Dec 5 2018 02:24pm)
"Tried reaching out"
LOL, okay bro. You haven't ONCE tried to reach out. We've known each other how long? You have my number, you have my FB, you have my Jsp.
I know it works both ways and not saying I'm innocent but you haven't EVER just messaged me and asked how I'm doing. The fact is losing my mom is the worst thing to ever happen to me and wouldn't wish this on even my worst enemy. Not to mention the 60+ hours a week I'm putting in at work just to provide for me and the wife. Way too much on my plate, but nobody gives a shit or cares. Life is a fucking mess and I probably deserve every bit of it, but I digress.
But yeah keep trying to act like you've put in effort to reach out.
Every time I say something it gets deleted or I get flamed.
I just had a kid, my father died (I agree, I would not wish that shit on anyone. Also threw me for a spiral realizing my daughter will never be able to meet him) I shot you a text a little over a month ago but got no reply.
My comments on Facebook are genuine, although I am rarely ever on. Basically if I am not at work I don’t get online often at all.
I feel you especially with the parent, shit sometimes I just sit and cry thinking about everything that has been going on. Cutting out drinking in the middle of it hasn’t been too helpful on my current state of mind and I feel like I could implode any moment of any day.
Just because I don’t talk often doesn’t mean I care any less man. You’re still my bud and always will be. Sure we have had our huge fights like back in 2012 but I know I was just as much at fault if not even more at fault for the shitty things I said at the time (which I still feel bad/immature for saying and regret)
I may not be the best at portraying my emotions, friendship, and feelings online but I can assure you all of that is there with me dude.