God will always love you. He wants you to be his. He will not turn you away. If you want to change, you have to strengthen yourself and have the will to change. You need to get away from whatever is making you want to come back to it. For instance, friends, family, where you live. You just need to see how important it is for you to get rid of all things that stop you from growing( through your faith with God and your well being). My brother is going thru this same problem. He is addicted to pills but has done just about every other drug thats considered bad. He is 7 months clean now. My brother lived in a trailer by a bunch of people that sold drugs. He went from almost being divorced and was used to living with his wife and now lives with my sister and her 2 kids out in the country away from everyone. He used to live in the city and now lives closed off in the country and now noone can seek him out to sell the drugs and hes 7 months clean. I couldnt be more proud of him and I hope the best for you. Just be strong and when you get the urge to go back to it, you need to focus on something that will get your mind off of it so you dont slip and fall. If you do fall, dont give up. You are worth more to God than your failures. Dont hold yourself back cause you feel like your not worth anything. You will always be worth something even if this world doesnt accept you.

Hope this helps, I hope all goes well with your struggles. We all have our struggles.

Very well said, and it is never too late to turn your life around. God loves all of his children.

You're already taking the first step asking for advice and help. God will never close his door for anyone bad or good. Next step let God into your heart he will give you strength to believed in yourself. And get some professional help check into those rehab center good job never too late to turn yourself around you are very young with a bright future

god can be proven with some minor history research.